Frederick William Wilde

my dad died of bowel cancer after fighting the illness for a short while,

he leaves behind his children, mark jennifer and me,
his grandchildren, verity,troy gemma,kerry charlotte aaron and jessica, william, kelly-anne,joeseph and laura, and he has 2 great grandchildren bliss and kiki and another due in nov,which sadly he never got to see his grandchildren or great grandchildren grow up, he love children he would always greet you with a big hug and kiss you so hard on yr cheeks that all you could feel was his stubble against your skin,thats how i remember dad when he kissed me, i remember one xmas when i was 8/9 i think dad and mum bought me this doll that was the same height as me, it was my pride and joy when i had it, it went every where with me, weekends me and jennifer(my sister)would go and stay with him for weekends i enjoyed that as we spent some beauitful weekends togeather,

my dad was a loving man who put his children first no matter what, he was caring and always loved to shared a joke or two,
my dad and mum was divorced form each other but in my heart deep down they still had that love for each other but sadly neither did anything about it, i guess to stubbon really the pair of them.

my dad use to work in the bus station in greyfriers in northampton, and he always love his victoria sponge,me and jennifer would always take him one down when we went in to town,
our excuse was we was going to town but really it was to take him his cake, he would hug us and kiss us and say cherrio girls see you later,

when dad became ill with is cancer he spent time in hospital and then went home to his sisters house my auntie marie, i went to see him with my daughter laura who was 3months old, to show dad his new grandaughter he didnt really take much notice of her, couse he was really ill, dad never really told me to my face he loved me, but just as i got up to leave he turn round and tock my hand and said ive allways loved you and allways will michelle no matter what has happened, to that day to now i have cherrished those words, cus they meant everything to me

my dad died shortly after wards,

dad died of a young age 57, i do think of him daily and i just wanna say dad, mums with you know
that i do know as when my mum was dying i saw my dad come for my mum and i felt him touch me, doesnt matter if whos ever is reading this dont belive it, but that night when my mum was in hospital i was alone in my mums house and i saw and felt someone touch me as i turn round i caught a glimse of my dad, day after my mum died, i went in my mums house and felt nothing there ,

so dad and mum love you both and i know your both happy togeather again,

see you soon love yr daughter
michelle(shelly)

xxxx xxxx xxxx xxxx